Hi folks,

Just been very bored recently, so going through some photos I took last year that I haven't really done anything with. My photography is just all blah at the moment, I just have no inspiration, no go whatsoever.

The past few weeks I have felt so low. For most of the while I have been on top of things and feeling great and thought I was over my depression - yeah there's that "D" word again (I hate it). I have felt even worse the past few days and never thought it would come back and hit me like this so quickly.

I had just found something in an artist's (tommyboii) comment on a photo that I just randomly come across, and its just spot on to how I feel.

How I feel - It's the curse of seeing everyone else happy, joyful, content in their lives, showing love and tenderness towards one another. It's seeing people in love. It's a warm family in the park. It's a girl on the beach with her dog. It's a carefree guy having a coffee on his way to work. It's seeing people who are together. It is people who fit in. It's me not being any of those. That's my depression.

I'm tired of being alone, being so invisible, being ignored. I don't want to be numb anymore, I want to feel again.




Goodnight and good luck,
Buzz.