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I never thought it would come back this quick

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 20, 2009, 12:44 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Saosin - You're Not Alone
  • Reading: Eclipse
  • Watching: Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Water
Hi folks,

Just been very bored recently, so going through some photos I took last year that I haven't really done anything with. My photography is just all blah at the moment, I just have no inspiration, no go whatsoever.

The past few weeks I have felt so low. For most of the while I have been on top of things and feeling great and thought I was over my depression - yeah there's that "D" word again (I hate it). I have felt even worse the past few days and never thought it would come back and hit me like this so quickly.

I had just found something in an artist's (tommyboii) comment on a photo that I just randomly come across, and its just spot on to how I feel.

How I feel - It's the curse of seeing everyone else happy, joyful, content in their lives, showing love and tenderness towards one another. It's seeing people in love. It's a warm family in the park. It's a girl on the beach with her dog. It's a carefree guy having a coffee on his way to work. It's seeing people who are together. It is people who fit in. It's me not being any of those. That's my depression.

I'm tired of being alone, being so invisible, being ignored. I don't want to be numb anymore, I want to feel again.




Goodnight and good luck,
Buzz.








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  • Current Residence: Cambridge (previously Diss, Norfolk)
  • Interests: Photo/Graphics/Architecture | Aviation/Military | Huskies/Wolves/Eagles | Music | Muscle Cars
  • Favourite movie: Apollo 13 | Top Gun | Hot Fuzz | Jarhead | Full Metal Jacket | We Were Soldiers | The Goonies
  • Favourite band or musician: Green Day | Threshold | Evanescence | Porcupine Tree | Saosin | Linkin Park | Nightwish | Hinder
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal | Rock | Jazz | Swing | Classical | Movie soundtracks/scores | pretty much anything.
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh, Gaudi, Dali, Norman Rockwell, H R Giger
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams & my DA Buddies
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • Shell of choice: 105mm Howitzer or .50 cal on a good day
  • Skin of choice: Steel
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bart Simpson | Stewie Griffin | Kenny from South Park | Tom & Jerry
  • Personal Quote: Good character is doing the right thing when no ones looking.
  • Tools of the Trade: Mk.1 Eyeball | Canon EOS 20D - 28-70mm L f2.8, 60mm f2.8 macro, 70-200mm L f2.8 IS USM| Bronica ETRS

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Hi Jim, thanks for the lattest Favs.
Thank you for the :+fav:s!

Cheers,
Ryan


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Thankyou for the recent :+fav:s :heart:

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hey thanks a lot for all those faves! - do i know you, i see you're in cambridge too?

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My stock photos.
i saw that too, nice to see someone else local. If you want we should go take photos sometime?

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Buzz - :salute:

Good character is doing the right thing when no ones looking.

:daprints: [link]
Thanks for the Favs and the Watch!
I featured you in my journal & in the news.

Yay! :excited:

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Vampire baseball. :threaten: Bring it.

Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons for you are crunchy and good with ketchup.
thank you :)

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Buzz - :salute:

Good character is doing the right thing when no ones looking.

:daprints: [link]
You're always welcome! :D

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Vampire baseball. :threaten: Bring it.

Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons for you are crunchy and good with ketchup.
As always man, thanks for the :+fav:'s

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My ancient animal spirit is a Donkey, because I'm a Jackass.

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